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Archive Volume One: 1987​-​1988

by Strange Talking Animals

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In a world of pain and torment. In a land where love is fake. People dream of new things heaven sent. Living lives of give and take. We move on for the higher goal, never let the world have control. Truth of truths, always in the end, has the victory to make us see It's the dream of the final escape, in this world of envy and hate. Is there hope? Broken hearts will mend. Can we make it in the end. In today's guiltless society, where our shame is nothing less Than men and women's empty vanity, and all life is deemed much less. We move on for the higher goal, never let the world have control. Pursuing dreams that will help us win. When live here ends, new life begins.
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And you might say that there's no chance You can't even learn the steps of this dance You gotta run as fast as you can Forgive your fellow man again and again You've gotta never give up hope Never ever let your guard down Accept the facts, untie the rope Open the bag, let's see what you found Do not be conformed to this place Beat the pain of the rat race And it may seem that nothing is going your way Just remember that tomorrow is a brand new day Dream for a better place my friend The time is short and we're almost at the end
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Never say goodbye, life is not a lie Stick around a while, let us see your smile Let your feelings go We've all been hurt, this I know Never say goodbye, lean on me my friend I'll comfort when you cry, please don't let it end My shoulder is here for you when you're feeling blue You started at this pace, now just finish the race Life is such a precious thing A gift from god, to it we cling Never say goodbye, I am here for you I'll comfort when you cry, just start with me anew
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The day is done, our bodies call for sleep, What all can we keep when the night has already won? The loss of hope- the cries of a modern man Who has the gun in his hand? You've got to understand. You get teared down, then you're ripped back up. You're hurting inside. What does it all mean? The effects of the modern dream. Let me out, let me scream. I'm down on my luck again. It seems I ain't got no friends. The effects of the modern dream. You feel sorry. You feel sorry for yourself. You never took it off the shelf, you never read about me. How will you know if anyone is trying to reach you? If anyone is trying to teach you which way to go? The effects of the modern dream. You speak your mind, you don't care who you hurt. You treat them all like dirt- you're so unkind. Please set them free. god you know what I want to be. I just want to make them see the effects of the dream You don't have to be like them, There'll be life when it all ends. Stop conforming and hating and worrying and living these lies. You've got to build back up. You've got to never ever give in. I know you can win. The effects of the modern dream. Don't let them affect you- they don't know what I do. I know you can beat the effects of the modern dream.
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There are walls that surround your love Walls of pain and walls of past Never let your real heart show through You never let the friendships last Here comes love- hide again Here comes love - lose again Here comes love- who's your friend? Here comes love- I am Oh, your heart begins to freeze up (NO!) You forgot what love feels like Only one true way to get back There's only one true way to go Here comes love- is it real? Here comes love- can you feel? Here comes love For you and me
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Whatcha gonna do? The choice is up to you Where you gonna go? You're the only one who knows Make up your mind, you're running out of time Whatcha gonna do? (HEY!) The choice is up to you There are decisions in your life That must be made by you No one can tell you which way is left or right You have to choose what's best for you Whatcha gonna do? The choice is up to you Whatcha gonna say? The choice to be made today Whatever you do, you better do it soon 'Cause times are gonna change
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You stood up for what was right, you stood up for us all You always stood up in a fight, you always to the fall We never appreciate the pain that you bore We never even gave our thanks when you fell before To catch- to catch a lightwave To catch a lightwave from above To catch- to catch a lightwave Understand the meaning of true love We try to fight and stand alone We fail in utter shame Without you help we die alone We never called your name I hope you'll come to my rescue one more time I hope you never wait for what I have in mind
8.
Without You 02:59
Gordon was a boy who lived down the block And he really knew how to rock He was always different from the rest And he always did his best But he was always hiding his tears And drowning in his fears And wondering what in the world he could do But he could do nothing without you Without you, he doesn't know Without you, there is no where he can go Without you, he's nothing Without you- without you He'd play games at high stakes And never learn from mistakes He never thought that he could lose Still he's nothing without you Then late one summer day Gordon almost threw it all away When I finally found him there was nothing I could do So I left it all up to you- It's up to you
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Dabbling in dreams of grand delusions Standing in the center of a smokey room Dancing dangerously close to the edge of time Fighting in the face of ferocious adversaries Help me, someone please wake me up Help me, am I still falling down? The dreams of children fade too fast Come out and lie down in the grass Snowmen melting in the Sun And the dreams of children Together hand and hand, we played every day But the nights we couldn't stand, so we stayed up late and played But today we're lost in society Nothings right, and still nothing's wrong How I wish that I could be young and free But the lonely nights are, oh, so long Remember the first steps Remember the fun Remember the dreams
10.
Walking through the field today, I came across a man talking He said everything I wanted him to say He said enough to keep me from walking away He said: "We got truth for sale" And I thought to myself, that's for me He said: "Pay by mail, order free" But the air around him was stale Just a little but here and a little bit there At least give up half I say: "None or All!" and that's my fault No more right and no more wrong Nothing's where it belongs Let's get this straight once and for all We've got Truth for sale He said: "Come one, come all- truth to buy" With puzzlement written on my face, I came closer He picked me out and said: "Come on son, don't by shy There's no time like now- You've got no future" I said: "I see your point, but there's more than this" He said: "I know, boy. Keep your mouth shut, it's bad for business" "There's a future based on the past" "But nothing's guaranteed to last" There's a future based on the past, but nothing's guaranteed to last
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On and On 02:48
This is not about me or you This is about what we've got to do But it doesn't matte who you believe And it doesn't matter who stays or leaves Now if the choice were up to me I know that I would set you free If you could only see my heart I've cared for you right from the start Here lies the tomb of peace and joy Obstructed hopes and broken toys And still a life goes on Waiting, hoping, on and on Hear me, hear me, please listen to me Someday I hope that you will see How much I really care for you I only wish you were here with me Love will find a way in time Hope for you and hope is mine And still a hopeless case goes on and on
12.
Across the frozen lake he waited Another lonely heart berated Where is she today? The cloudless sky retained the light Hope in his eyes was burning bright Where is she today? The leafless trees were standing tall Still he would rise above it all A voiceless cry, her name, he'd call There's no answer here today Hopes would keep on rising His love for her, surprising Does she know that she's the only one? Could he keep on waiting? Is his heart complaining? Does she know that she's the only one? He turned away but couldn't help That turning back held the pain that he felt She wasn't coming today As the Moon and stars were rising He turned away surmising That love would not come driving There's no call for him today Standing in the forest She waited in remorse She hoped that he would come today Does she wait in vain? Why did she cause him pain? Would he come today? Of course!
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The corridors that run through your brain Are the empty halls that drive you insane You wonder what keeps you up at night Could it be all the loneliness inside? Is it a thought, or could it really happen here? Does the pain from the past linger, or just disappear? Can't tell how to climb with all this dust in my eyes Is it a rock or a mountain, or humility in disguise? Firefights all around, I'm wounded but I can't tell where Is it hope from heaven, or hell sending despair? Screams from a distant land from somewhere inside Do we hold on to hop, or keep our fears alive? The doors to your heart are always locked The walkways through your soul are always blocked Only a lingering hope remains Surrounded by the walls that your sorrow has stained
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I hit the end, you hit the top Again and again until I see them drop You pull the plug, I make it rain Time after time until you say it again Make it stop! Someone come and help me Until it's not another faceless country Keep me on the path away from destruction Make my heart beat like a chain reaction Am I alone on this flight from frustration Make my heart beat like a chain reaction It's not the time for me to follow I'm not the one with my pride to swallow You say I'm wrong. I know you're right But what can I do to let me sleep tonight Make me stop! Someone come and help me I don't want to be part of this faceless country
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Dream a little dream. Scream a little scream Dream a little dream. Scream a little scream Chase the rainbow across the sky Stand and stare, I wonder why? Run away from the one who was always right beside me in the end Time is after me again Time is no longer my friend Standing here, waiting for the answer Time will never end Dream a little dream. Scream a little scream Dream a little dream. Scream a little scream Take a chance on the hope of another love Stand alone in the rain another day Give your life the chance it does and always will deserve Ask a friend who knows to help you on your way
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Glitter like gold in new found dreams Like a prism in a beam of light Sparkle like the rain in summer streams Like the stars in the middle of night Steady as the rock upon Gibralter Ever present beauty all around Faster than the step without a falter Walking on the air instead of ground Shine on you the magic ones Steely-eyed safety in the back of your mind The magic ones, shine on you A never-known presence until the end of time The magic ones Silent as the Sun in the deep of space Like a super-nova gone wild Gentle as the smile upon your face And the touch of a child Treasured like the love inside my heart Unconditional and unadorned Freedom like the sky right from the start Freedom, freedom...
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Don't hope for me in a timeless fashion Don't cry for me anymore It's a life to give for all who know And dream of tomorrow and forever Forever dreaming, time stands still for you Think of me, dream for me Forever dreaming, hope is never gone Dream for me, dream for you Don't think of me as a lonely heart Don't try to understand Everyone's got to live their life And everyone has dreams Forever dreaming, love is still alive Think of me, dream for me Forever dreaming, time is your's forever Dream of me, dream...
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New Dawn 03:09
Ride a wild horse into the morning Invite the Sun into the night Keep the stars in your eyes The desert light burns bright Open doors of captured hearts And broken wills Catch a dream to the coming dawn Hope this ride lasts the night Send a prayer for the lonely Save a prayer for me Save a minute for tomorrow Build a friendship of care Repay the joy with love Repair the love with truth Confuse the truth with facts Even in the light of the new dawn Send a prayer for the lonely Open the doors of captured hearts Save a prayer for me Await the light of the new dawn
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Strangers of the homeland A desperate fight to succeed And in the crowd a single no one Relics of a lost age Only an open space of time For the struggle of hope Held against the will And held to fail The silent cry for freedom Strangers of the homeland Contempt for the individual Contempt for the crowd Besieged by the whispers of the proud Scoffed by the mocking fools And only the truth burns their eyes Pressured to the point of extinction Pressured to conform Confined to the soul of a lonely individual Strangers of the homeland An incurable disease Shunned by society for being yourself Families in dispute over material facts Facts that bury the sword in my heart An uphill battle lost in confusion Closed minds on the streets of life A guttered existence of portable pride Strangers of the homeland
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Well I'm running to the sea And I'll make my home where my heart should be And I know I'll see you and I'll set your heart free When I sail across the sea
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22 04:01
And so I saw the pure river of the water of life Crystal clear it came out of the throne In the street on either side Was the tree of life (Yggdrasil) Bearing hope and healing for the nations, for the nations No more curse, no more pain No more torments of life From the throne all hope comes and I serve No more night, nor the Sun Only She gives us light And we'll reign forever and ever Behold I come, I come quickly Set the Watch, I come quickly in the night Don't stand still, life is fading Only hope survives Behold I come, I come quickly
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In the mists of time and space With a maiden of love and lace How I long for her embrace In the mists of time and space And I wandered through the mists of time and space I call but I hear no answer I look, but do not see She's with me in mind and spirit In the mists of time and space In the dark I look to the light It's my soul that longs for flight Always fighting the evil night In the mists of time and space Now the road is long and lonely With the echoes of all that's phony My eyes have become clouded and stoney In the mists of time and space
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Can you hear my heartbeat? Can you hear your heartbeat? Have you heard the wind blow across the sand? Do you know what's out there? Do you know your fears now? Are we all just children lost in the dark? Have we really lost the sight? Do we really know ourselves? Have we grown so far apart That we don't love our own? So come let the wind blow Let the people wander Never showing feelings about their own Let the darkness come now Overflowing hatred Never understanding what is our own I have a dream, yes That we are all together Never really caring who is not our own We are all just one now Hatred far behind us But always I awaken, how I love to dream So just reach out and feel me Don't look away don't close your heart I don't have the answers, only myself now Look real deep, yes You might be surprised
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Somewhere in the darkness, somewhere in the night She waits for me, she waits for me I feel her drawing closer, I feel her drawing nearer everyday In every way And I wandered through the mists of time and space Looking for that love I can't replace I wander endlessly Crying out for her to come to me But still I wander in the mists of time and space My mind just keeps on turning My mind just keeps on yearning For her touch, for her touch I close my eyes, and find myself In the mists of time and space I open my eyes but emptiness meets my gaze My heart longs for her gentle loving embrace The thought of being alone is so damn hard to face And so I close my eyes and enter in The mists of time of space Some people say I'm crazy, some people say I'm just a fool Looking to the past and praying someday soon She'll come back to me and I will live again But until that day I close my eyes and wander through the mists of time and space
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The Horizon 03:48
Can you see the horizon, out in the distance? Darkness all around us, noises everywhere Do you feel the light, bright, burning deep inside us? Do you scream in fury as your soul rips apart? Open your eyes wide, a world full of people All of us screaming: "Reach deep inside!" The wind, it blows a torment, the desert sand stings The pain is from below, lighting up the sky The light on the horizon, slowly it fades away Reach for my hand, I'm not really there Shadows hunt us down using phony weapons Life is an illusion, death is but a game Run along in the fields, play with the children Be not afraid here, don't run away See, I smile too. Touch me, I'm real Come not too close. Here, touch my hand Fly with me, the wind is free, out to the end Fall off the Earth, I won't be surprised Do what you like, the horizon is still out there Life is all just fun and games. Check-mate, I win

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In this pandemic year of 2020, I decided to re-record my music from the beginning. I started writing in 1986/1987, but had no recording gear initially, and most of those songs were live instrumental one-offs. But then I did a musical during my senior year of high school, and I decided I should start singing (for better or worse). So, 1987 is when it started. Some of these songs I can remember, some were mysteries I needed to explore. I have the cassette multi-track tapes of most of these songs, but alas, my multi-track died (it's at the shop, hopefully being repaired). I wrote most of the songs, music and lyrics, but on a handful, I was lucky enough to work with others, Tim #1, Leo, and Tim #2 on Volume One. I can't say these are faithful reproductions, as I don't have any of the equipment I had back then, but on some songs I am nearer their original counterparts, and others are nothing like them.

These songs are not perfect. They are not meant to be. Each track is a single take. It was the closest thing to a live performance I could come up with. There is a playlist of videos on the YouTube for every song on this album.

youtube.com/playlist?list=PLlMHKRDwUptKQ3o0gWJ4XNOtiBv0KRF4B

This is for Benjamin: A record of what Dado has been doing his entire adult life.

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released December 28, 2020

All songs performed and recorded by Brad James Beske. All songs written by Brad James Beske except where noted.

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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