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Archive Volume Two: 1989​-​1990

by Strange Talking Animals

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1.
Home Again 02:58
Open skies and trailways I'm heading home again I don't know what I'm feeling I don't know where I've been I've seen the sight of the brave new world Beneath a barren sky I've seen the hope of a new dawn Unfold before my eyes So I'm heading home again Fields of hope, skies of glory I've seen them with better days The Times have changed and rain is coming But Sunshine is on its way Cold winds blow, life is dying Still, I'm heading home again Life is on the higher end Because I'm heading home again
2.
Sometimes I wish I could fly away To a far away land in the sky Sometimes I wish I could lie awake Sometimes I wish to die Run away, fly away To me they're just the same Landing on my feet I'm crying out in vain Sometimes I wish I could fly Sometimes I wish I could try Sometimes I try to hard to cry Sometimes I know I'll die
3.
Here I stand waiting- waiting Never once complaining I'll love you to the end Here I wait praying Forever hoping I'll always be your friend When I say I love you I mean it for all of time When you say I'm not true I'll open up my heart and let love shine There you stand crying- crying You think your heart is dying Open up your heart to me There you wait, hoping Holding back your love from shining Let your love go, please let your heart be free I do love you Yes I do
4.
In the East 02:39
I heard the cry of a hundred lost souls In the night where my heart fears to go I have seen the demise of many a man From the knife that they held in their hands Let them out, let them go, don't let your own die Never stop, you never taught them how to fly Dream a dream in he night, for the rest of your time Dream a dream, think a thought, take not mine Oh, how I help the Sun to rise in the East In the West I beckon to the night How my heart longs for you, in continual beat Close my eyes and all I see is your light I saw the death of a world in the midst of full life I saw it form from the ashes it became I heard the cries of the children In the darkness of night I close my eyes And I die from all my shame Let them out, let them go, don't let your own die Give their life more chance than you try Dream a dream for your life, never let the hope die Dream a dream, think a thought, dream a dream
5.
Look at Me 02:34
I'm a motorcycle, I'm as happy as can be I'm thunder and lightning, I move swiftly through the sea I'm a monkey standing in the trees, waiting for a breeze I'm a rocket, come take a look at me Look at me, I'm anything I want to be Look at me, I'm lucky to be free I'm a city, a city full of trees I'm a mountain deeper than the sea I'm a shooting star living a fantasy I'm a back drop of insanity I'm an outcast living in society I'm a t-shirt waiting to be cleaned I'm a ticker hoping time won't flea I'm a dreamer getting back to reality Look at me I can be, for eternity
6.
Falling Down 02:21
Standing in the street, wading in the dry heat Staring at the wall, hoping I don't fall Looking at the sky, can't even wonder why I have to walk alone. (Don't have to walk alone) Waiting for a dare, living on a prayer Have to stop and stare at the one who really cares Running from my fear, I want to hold you near Keep me from my pain, standing in the rain I'm falling down, I'm running around again I'm falling down, I'm falling down again I feel four walls around me, but it's nothing I can see For openness and freedom too, accept my openness in you I see the ceiling for it's height- open sky not judged by might I wrap my arms around my life I fight the grey-cloud skies of strife Living in a box- in the sky, on the land- take my hand I'm living in a box Living in a box- in the sea, out in space- win the race Living in a box Living in a box- all four walls open, come inside Living in a box Living in a box- empty hands and empty minds waste my time While I'm living in a box
7.
Only You 03:10
If it seems like yesterday, don't worry about tomorrow 'Cause the road we're taking leads straight to today If you feel like turning back, but you don't know where you're going Turn around in circles and start all over again Only you can make the difference in you Only you can make you think Only you can make you happy Only you can make you love If you feel like falling down and you can't get up again Grab a hold of something sturdy and make yourself stand If you feel like giving up, or your world is caving in Open up your heart and let me love in
8.
I flew across the sea the other day To see what you would say But nothing but rain came my way I tried to run away to you Through the snow and through the pain But nothing but rain came my way I fell in love with you again And tried to tell you to come to me But nothing but rain came my way It ain't nothing but rain anyway So let the rain fall on me Let it rain until you come to me I stopped outside your house today To see what you would say But nothing but rain came my way I watched the clear blue sky turn grey Through the eyes of a child yesterday But nothing but rain came my way I thought I saw you smile at me I thought I saw you come to me I saw you coming through the rain
9.
Hey Angie 04:06
Hey Angie, you were flying higher than a kite on that very first night And you flew away Hey Angie, don't let them get you down in this tin-can town You can get away Hey Angie, where have you gone? It's been so long since I've seen you I hope you were wrong Keep running, keep flying higher and higher Don't let them keep you back Keep flying high Hey Angie, you were so young to be on the run So you'd fly away Hey Angie, find your way home the only way you can Don't you run away Hey Angie, it was a day in your life, and I hope you're alright I hope you'll be alright
10.
Once upon a memory I felt the grace as I touched your face Once upon a memory Once upon a fantasy I dreamed of love in your warm embrace Once upon a fantasy Once upon an ecstasy I drowned in the bliss of your warm inviting kiss Once upon an ecstasy Once upon a conspiracy I plotted our joy, Our desire my ploy Once upon a conspiracy Once upon a tragedy I saw how you turned, felt my memories burn Once upon a tragedy Once upon a memory I saw my demise with the gleam in your eyes Once upon a memory
11.
Look at me now, I'm not the same as yesterday Look at me tomorrow and I might fade away Come back to me now and I might make a change Come back to me tomorrow and I won't be the same I may be crazy, but at least I'm insane I may be lucky, but my luck is about to change Look at me now, I don't know how to stop Stop me now before I break away Look at me now, because I'll never be the same Look at me now, I'll never be the same Look at me now, you thought I'd break Look at yourself, you've got nowhere to go Look at you, you had the last laugh But look who's laughing now And I'm not looking at you
12.
The Journey 02:27
Welcome back to the night, I hope your journey was tight 'Cause things are darker now and the rules are looser than light Welcome back to the night, I hope your day was bright 'Cause things are darker now and you've got no use for sight Time to fight your hardest fight Tonight will be your darkest night But you can win if you can see the light 'Cause the Sun is just beyond your sight The Journey Welcome back to the day, I knew you'd make it okay 'Cause things are brighter now, now that you know the way Welcome back to the day, You kept the night at bay And things are brighter now... Yeah...
13.
The Stranger 02:54
When I walk through these fields, I remember the way you were I remember how they couldn't touch you, and how you knew the cures I remember how you'd laugh at danger And how you kept them silent How did you become the stranger? Why did you make them violent? There is a way to turn back from the danger Don't walk away, don't be a stranger Don't walk away- don't walk away from me 'Cause there's still hope in this reality When I walk down these streets, I remember the way we were I remember how they couldn't touch us, and how we were so damn sure I remember how we'd mock their anger And how we'd show them the light Why did you become the stranger? Now it's my turn to lead the fight
14.
Woke up this morning with love in my eyes Felt the warmth of your touch in my heart I knew you were out there feeling it too Together we are one, even when apart Hello Sunshine, come to brighten my day Even when skies are grey My Sunshine's on the way My Sunshine's on the way I though of you and it made me smile I could see you beam a smile back at me And should the mountains fall between us It could never tear apart what was meant to be Hello Sunshine, everything will be ok I'm here for you in every way My Sunshine beams for me My Sunshine beams for me I went to sleep with love in my heart The love I've felt for you right from the start And I know that you can sleep peacefully too 'Cause in your heart, I want you to know, I love you
15.
Side by Side 01:17
Side by side my friend, together to the end I'll always wait for you, 'cause I know you will return Side by side my friend, Our love will never end 'Cause by your side, my friend, my heart will always burn A love that never dies A love that makes you cry And a joy you can't describe 'Cause that love will never die Side by side my friend, our love will never end Side by side my friend, together to the end
16.
Time Has 03:06
Welcome to the memory of what I'm supposed to be Welcome to the tragedy of what you came to see Turn away, run away- hide your face from me Back today, here to stay- you're what I'm supposed to be My time has come to say goodbye My heart has died, I wonder why? My hope is gone, why can't I cry? My time has come to say goodbye Welcome to the memory of what we used to be Welcome to the ecstasy of what our love can be Turn to me, run to me- hold your faith in me Back today, here to stay- this is what we'll be Our time has come to say goodbye To all our pain- our joy is nigh Our hope is her, our hope is high We'll never have to say goodbye
17.
When you say goodbye, I felt a piece of me say goodbye And what am I supposed to do now? When you walk away from me am I supposed to be Alone? Am I supposed to stay at home? Tell me, what am I supposed to do now? Say goodbye, I have this dream of you I said I love you, and you said we're through Just tell me, what am I to do? Tell me, what am I supposed to do right now? Could you ever come back? Would you try to stay with me? Am I supposed to wait for you? What am I to do? Am I ever going to get through? Please tell me what to do Tell me what am I supposed to do now? When we say goodbye, do you understand why we say goodbye? When I say goodbye, you never need to try to wonder why? When you say goodbye, you never need to lie to cover up why? When we say goodbye, we shouldn't have to cry to say goodbye Please don't say goodbye
18.
Traveling down the road that leads to existence Trying not to stray from the path, I walk alone Struggling to the point where I last saw your face Searching through the fog until I can no longer escape The memory of you still stays in my mind This feeling of you still haunts my dreams Alone without you, I wait for tomorrow Knowing someday I will be free Now the road has changed, it's not as smooth as before And the trees fade into a blur as I go by I take the turn and try to go on I only remember this feeling of you The night has come And still the end is far The air is cold, as the stars are bright And yet I am alone

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These are the songs written by me and a few other people between January 1989 and December 1990. (I was working third shift in 1990, so only three songs!)

For Benjamin and Melissa and Freddy and Anthony and anyone that wants to reminisce.

There are videos for every song performance of this album (and most of my BandCamp albums) on the YouTube.

www.youtube.com/user/strangetalkinganimal

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released February 17, 2021

All songs recorded at the Uranium Playpen from January 01, 2021 to February 15, 2021. All songs written by Brad James Beske, except: "In the East" (Burger/Beske), "Look at Me" (Pippen/Anundson/Beske), "Time Has" (Lock/Beske), and "Memory of You" (Warner/Beske).

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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