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See What Remains

by Strange Talking Animals

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1.
Make another pass and see what remains Stage another crash, it's eminent domain A solitary rule that changes by the day An honorary fool that thinks he knows the way Broken meters fail and fall into decay But when you lift the veil, you show the disarray Several times an hour, a call is going through And when it disconnects, you don't know what to do With all this extra time It's not the choice at hand That forced you into a life of crime Shadow puppets know what's happening below And their secrets crow when the strings are pulled The signs are in the sky and painted on the walls It's time to pick a side before the choice is made With all this extra time It's not he choice at hand That forced you into a life of crime
2.
Variant 04:30
A simple seed that grows into a mighty tree In time it sees the changing of the land and sea The strength of one is swallowed by the endless throng A simple plan that turns into a simple life It all began to crumble by design The strength of one is swallowed by the endless sea And when the weight of it all is too hard to bear But nothing else will do When the waves are too strong and you don't even care A simple life that leads to a better time And time is a construct that leads to creating more time The strength of one is borrowed by eternity To make room for you and me
3.
Shiver 05:29
She only comes out at night To feed upon my soul She whispers her name secretly And then she lets me go And when the morning comes Reflected in her eyes She disappears discreetly As if she is surprised The halls are filled with Sunlight So that nothing else remains Of the secret hiding in these walls That only whisper shame The hours trickle slowly When the Sun is in full bloom And I have to wait for nightfall To feel her in my room It starts as just a shiver A tingle in my spine It spreads across my everything Until I'm lost in time Where am I when the sparks begin to fly? And where is she when the day turns to night? How do I come to terms with what I've done? And how can she forgive me? It started with the rain But it didn't take much time To blind me from reality And shatter the divine It ended with the Moonlight Cold and dark and wet The shadows covered everything Except for my regret It started as a shiver A tingle in my spine It took away my everything And now I'm lost in time Where was I when the sparks began to fly? And why did she let me send her to the night? Why did I let the hunger rule my life? I hope she won't forgive me
4.
Why do I believe that I can navigate this world? When you and I operate on different waves Live or die, two sides of opposing coins So don't deny that the fog cuts through all of this noise Where do I fit in to this dangerous game? I don't know why, but my mind has found a way to escape With all this sky to leave behind a turbulent wake Here I go, and there I go again and again Into the black, a circle slide that never ends Where do I fit in to this dangerous game?
5.
Rescue Me 04:21
I'm trapped inside this mirror I don't know what else to fear Are these bars that hold me here? Or is it just the idea of freedom? Rescue me before I disappear My better angels fill my cup with fear Where is the Devil when I need to run? Does She see me, melting in the Sun? My roads have all run dry I don't need to hear you sigh Lend a hand or say goodbye I'm asking for your help Pictures fade in memory Just ideas or sensory? I can feel your reverie At my expense Rescue me before I disappear My better angels fill my cup with fear Where is the Devil when I need to run? Does She see me, melting in the Sun? My bones have turned to dust I don't know who I can trust I'm not the one who needs to adjust I'm just wasting time I'm still trapped inside this mirror And now I know what I should fear Your faith and lies are what hold me here You hate the idea of freedom
6.
Bad Wolf 03:26
And I want to believe that's not in my head But I disagree- what is under the bed? There's a crack in the wall, another in the door Only half of a ceiling and a third of the floor But I want to believe that it's not in my head Here's another story, another plot to thread There's an answer missing and a hole in my plan I should ask my body what to do with my hands What about the things I need to know? Like how to breathe in here There's a holy fire burning through the streets Could it take me higher? Can I find release? With another button, I could save the day With another lever, I could enter the fray But I want to believe that it's not in my head There's another mountain to climb before I'm dead There are pieces missing, image incomplete My eyes are hazy as the hammers cease What about the things I need to do? Like how to change this view What about the things I need to say? Like ask, "What's wrong with you?"
7.
Chasms 02:52
A spider's bite to kiss at night Into the sky and out of sight The faster that I put up a fight, the faster I can feel the Sunrise in your eyes So you can fade away again My heart is beating faster than sin I close my eyes when I let you in And you can take it all away again The sky is black as I stumble around again And I fall into a chasm that never ends The night is long and fully aware That the stars are falling, full of despair So you can disappear again The sky is black as I stumble around again And I fall into a chasm that never seems to end
8.
Where do I get the strength to carry on? How do I find my voice? I'm standing on the shoulders of those who came before me But I don't know what I'm doing here Where do I belong? If I'm not here, where should I be? Paint a song or sing a sculpture The floor has room for both I heard a phrase that changed my life But I can't remember what it is Where do I belong? If I'm not here, where should I be? I told a story and someone heard And then claimed that I had stole their life/lie So many pictures and so many sounds I don't know where I begin Where do I belong? If I'm not here, where should I be? A peaceful moment to take a breath The stars are hiding in the sky If I don't see you, just take a breath And find a way to understand Where do I belong? If I'm not here, where should I be?
9.
Why do I need to disappear to make you happy? To make you feel less? Why do I need to calm your fears? To make it easy for you to hide No where to run but home To leave your hopes and lies behind Where do you get your stories from? To make it easy for you to whine How can you look me in the eyes And tell me stories about your lies? No where to go but down To where your hopes and lies reside Why do I need to disappear? To make it easy for you to lie
10.
Don't make a fuss about the things you wish you've said or done There's more to life than what you've missed There's still what's left to come Focus on the here and now- what's right in front of you It doesn't matter where you've been, it matters what you do Now don't believe the people who try to sell you tomorrow What's here is now, and now is everything Another hill, another goal that stretches you too thin Take a breath and see the clouds and then begin again Focus on the here and now- what's right in front of you There's more to life than stacking coins- just wait and take it in Try not to buy into the lie that is the afterlife You have a life right now, and now it's time to fight You are here, and here is everything You are now, and now it's time to dream Don't undermine the things you've done, don't look away in shame Experience is what it is and you've got game There are no goals, there are no wins, there are no lines to cross Just read a book, or play a game, or stare off in space Don't knock yourself- this life is hard to live You are the one that has so much left to give You are here, and here is everything You are now, and now it's time to dream

about

So, Anthony Kapfer, who introduced me to FAWM (February Album Writing Month), introduced me to 50/90. Same concept, different numbers and months. Try to write 50 songs in 90 days. From July 4 to October 1. He told me on July 8. 86 days...

I love the idea. I love the challenge. I love the people on FAWM (and 50/90). It's a global music family. Thank you, Anthony!

Every day that I went down to the Dungeons, I would find an instrument, play something, and write a song. I took a multi-day stretch in the middle to play a video game (it was awesome!). Said video game influenced a few of the songs.

This is volume one. Everyday something changes, something grows, something dies. I don't know what is there and what is gone. Let's see what remains.

For Benjamin, and for Melissa.

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released October 7, 2022

music and lyrics by Brad James Beske
recorded at the Uranium Playpen, in the Dungeons

album cover, Found Sand/Nature Art by Benjamin Bradley Beske

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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