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A Return to Center (The Cycle of a Circle)

by Strange Talking Animals

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1.
I got no gun, I got no anger Just a troublemaker on top of the alter A prodigy to replace your mother A battery inside of another A century - no time to discover Do I seek amnesty inside my destiny Is it as easy as finding my sanity Will I find others there taking the time to repair Do I just look anywhere? I got no time, I got no answers I trace the lines and handle the transfers No disrespect to all of my chances A turn-around that leads to disaster A century inside of another Do I seek amnesty inside my destiny Is it as easy as finding my sanity Will I find others there taking the time to repair Do I seek amnesty inside my destiny Is it as easy as finding my sanity Will I find others there taking the time to repair Should I just look everywhere? No gun, no time No time, no chances No space, no antlers
2.
A circle opens and shares its prime A circle divides and returns in time Shafts of indifference and shadows excite Angels of violence hiding in the Moonlight The light breaks apart and covers the day It empties the void as protons decay A shift in experience, a challenge in space Now where is the difference? And where is the trace? Lines of consequence and shrines to ignite A wrinkle in time, a folding of space The elements crumble without any trace A fading response that echoes through time A delicate turn away from the light Every advance, every answer, was magic at first sight Every problem, every angle was covered from the start All of that energy, all of that matter, scattered across the night All of those questions changing through art Channeling through stories, merging through time All of that energy, all of that matter scattered across the universe A tethered solution that sways in the light Devout resolution that fades in the night A new revolution, a true satellite Lines of confidence in the Moonlight A wrinkle in time, a folding of space The elements crumble without any trace A fading response that echoes through time A delicate turn away from the light
3.
Bedlam 05:54
What do I know? The shadow takes me down below And what do I see in between? Where do I go to understand this vertigo? And what do I need to believe? There is a glow underneath the waves I need to understand what’s hiding in my grave And so my answers misbehave And rattle all the chains deep inside of my brain What do I do To feel the Sun and make it through this? And how do I change my mind? Isn’t it strange, the things we do to feel alive? And isn’t it strange to try? There is a glow underneath the waves I need to understand what’s hiding in my grave And so my answers misbehave And rattle all the chains deep inside of my brain Is there a choice To live between the dark and light Is there even a line? Is there a chance to change the rules and play both sides Why don’t we give it a try? What do I know? My shadow sign- an undertow And how do I live in between? Where do I go to understand this vertigo? Where do I go to believe? There is a glow underneath the waves I need to understand what’s hiding in my grave And so my answers misbehave And rattle all the chains deep inside of my brain
4.
Can you hear the bells? (Tread water in hell) Can you feel the pull in hell? Always drifting backwards Waiting for the tug of the rope Can you hear the bells? And I pray I can feel the pull The terror rush inside my head So solid to the untrained eye in hell Blue horizon, yellow sky The surface breathing up and down And it makes me want to cry I can feel the plunge Forward and faster, I pray for solid ground Over and under, the waves are all around me Backwards and farther, I pray for solid ground Lightning and thunder, the waves are crashing down Can you hear the bells? Can you hear the bells? Ringing louder and falling farther Can you hear the bells? Can you feel the bells? Twisting to find an endless sea A terrible dream, a newfound fear inside of me
5.
Should I react? Are there things that can overrule? Is it important to stand your ground? Is it important to change? Inside a certain state of mind A transfer between two souls Can I control? In between two system modes Gradient reactions phase underground And surface tension renews Can I believe? Are there things that I should not do? When variations apply Isn’t it important to try? Inside a certain state of matter A transfer between two minds
6.
Dark drizzle dreams invade my sleep in waves As lightning cracks in streams that wash away my grave Staring at the sea, the Sun arises blue The wind echoes across my face and I can smell sulfur too Opposing the sea rise peaks of sedimentary Shadows of yesterday, and cliffs of black and green And Saturn flies to guide them through the Valley of the Winter Moon Behind the distant clouds lurk the memories of the dead And underneath the sand hides the Crown of the Riverbed The sea begins to boil and the sky turns a darker red My dreams slip into nightmares above the fountainhead And Saturn flies to guide them through the Valley of the Winter Moon Mars begins to tremble with the Scepter of Neptune He holds the pictures of the dead and hides them from the Moon Mercury grows still, and braces for the storm As Hades harbors enemies in fields of ice and lore And Saturn flies to guide them through the Valley of the Winter Moon Staring at the Moon, the grey turns into light The stars are calling to the void with war drums in the night Deep beneath the sea, a power starts to rise It fills the land with emptiness and covers it with lies And Saturn tries to guide them through the Valley of the Winter Moon Staring at the sea, the Moon is staring too The nothing that was everything begins to fade to blue “My time has come,” I say, and whisper my good-byes My eyes begin to open to see a new Sunrise And Saturn glides between us and the Valley of the Winter Moon
7.
Control 04:02
How do I begin to get back? How do I survive? When do I begin to take back? Do I find the time? Control - it’s not what you think it is Behold - the power is yours to give How do I begin to get back? How do I survive? When do I begin to take back? Do I find the time? To live - to die Control How do I begin to get back? How do I survive? When do I begin to take back? Do I find the time? On the side, the answers can save you Then again, they can always betray you Control - the power that gives Although, it never forgives Control - the power that gives Although we destroy the world
8.
Begin to turn, another return And so you learn how to get burned Begin to change, learn to rearrange Isn’t it strange to change? Isn’t it something else? And so you feel deranged Everything moves so slowly Everything falls still Everything changes swiftly Return to center, please Begin your burn, and slowly return This is how you learn to be concerned Begin to change and learn to rearrange Do you feel strange when you change? Is it something else? Do you feel deranged? Everything moves so slowly Everything falls still Everything changes swiftly Return to center, please Everything is moving slowly Everyone stand still Everything is changing swiftly Return to center, please, Again When you’re strange…
9.
In between the devil and the diversity A problem lies about its ancestry And so it goes to change its face and change its mind And so it learns to fly Where does it go to justify its inner truth? In between the facts and what it tries to see Another crutch to test its own absurdity And now it flows into a weaker mind and personality And so it learns to fly Where does it go to justify its inner truth? Where does it go to gratify its revenue? In between the forest and the trees A problem tries to hide its ambiguity And so it goes to change its face and spread its lies So it can learn to fly Where does it go to justify its inner truth? Where does it go to gratify its revenue? What does it do to make you believe its view?

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FAWM 50/90 2023

The first album Cycle of this 50/90 season. Maths, science, psychology. Other stuff.

For Benjamin and Melissa, and thank you to Anthony!

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released August 4, 2023

written by Brad James Beske
recorded at the Uranium Playpen, in the Dungeons

album art by Shannon Callaway

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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