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Something Else To Fear

by Strange Talking Animals

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1.
There’s a hole in my vision There are scars on my eyes What I see isn’t naked ambition Just a way to get by There’s a tear in my thinking There is rust in my mind I forgot how to be by myself I forgot to survive Arrogance isn’t burning forever It doesn’t eat all my time There’s a hole in my thinking There are scars in my mind What I feel isn’t sure that I’m certain I can’t feel I’m alive There’s a tear in my vision There is rust on my eyes One thing I think I believe in I have run out of time Arrogance isn’t burning forever It doesn’t eat all my time There’s a chance I won’t see my tomorrows I know I’m not alive
2.
it's dark outside and i can't sleep and i can't find my keys it's dark and i've got nothing i want to keep save me my feet are cut and i can't sleep and i don't know how to believe my eyes burn and there's nothing to see it's dark inside and i can't sleep there's no such thing as relief my hands are numb, my fingers bleed save me from myself i can hear your voice try to soften me i can feel your breath when you sleep you take up the bed, kick me in the head it's the only time i'm at peace save me from myself it's dark outside, i can feel the stars i imagine i am the moon you become the sea shining back at me it's the only time i'm at peace save me, change me from myself blackened metal follow the river in to the trees watch the stars fall set fire to your dreams empty sockets follow the river in to the street hear the sky fall whispers like a piercing scream shadowed buildings scattered focus in the light powdered lungfull bleeding under the night broken ribbons tendrils welcome the cold silver beacons lead us in to the fold take away my eyes fill them with water winter steals away my lies
3.
The Crow 04:00
When I woke inside my grave All I could see was a little bit of grey I spent my life playing the game Now I spend the nights stalking my prey A venging angel burning inside From crow-like dreams, nowhere to hide I rise again- A second birth To thunder-sighs, lightning and earth If I could find a way to burn away The pain inside my head And then I heard a whispered scream lost in the dark A captive child that hits the mark The devil's night inside my head Inferno burn to wake the dead On hallowed ground I make my stand The crow descends within my hands The legend grows from hellfire Damnation flows from my desire And then I lost my soul trying to save The memory of all you gave to me I rest my head, return to the grave Last rites I hear, you comfort me And when I find a way to burn away The pain inside my head I'll find you again
4.
Feed Me 02:32
I hear them everywhere I hear them everyday They are inside my head Filling me up with information Tell me what I want to know Tell me where I should go Tell me who I am I hear them telling me what I want I hear them telling me who I am I hear them in my head I hear them giving me my information Tell me what I want to know Tell me where I should go Tell me who I am They are making my decisions now They are telling me where to go now They are inside my head They give me my information Tell me what I want to know Tell me where I should go Tell me who I am
5.
A broken detective, and I won't make her look at me A single directive, and she won't walk me through this place But I need to, and she won't keep me at this pace But I need to, and I can't force her Don't you give me something else to fear Don't you give me someone else's fears A distant reflection, and she won't look me in the eye A feeble deception, to fight or stand or learn to fly But I need her, and she can take away my fear And I need her, but I can't force her Don't you give me something else to fear Don't you give me someone else's fears Someone else's fear Don't you give me something else to fear Don't you give me someone else's tears Don't you give me something else to fear
6.
Be Alive 03:42
try to be clever, try to be alive 
write something biting, 
write something deep
 
convince them you know something, 
relate a piece of your life 
give them something to talk about, 
give them a ride 

talk about god and her promises 
talk about love and its demise 
cry about injustice and bleed 
cry about hope and be free 

show them how smart you are 
show them the truth (as you see it) 
open their minds to the truth (as you know it) 
open up their lives break your promises, 
break down the lines 
break up the wise, 
break away from your pride 

talk about god and her promises 
talk about love and its demise cry about injustice and bleed 
cry about hope and be free And be alive
7.
Here's another little Sunrise for you You made it 27 years and the sky is still blue Did you think you'd get something that you couldn't use? Another tie, another sock, another poster of some joker that can't lose Did you want another Star Wars toy? Did you want another G.I. Joe? How about a big birthday cake? And a pile of presents to tear through Every year that goes by, it gets better because of you Every day that goes by, I laugh at something new Did you think that we wouldn't remember you Give and take, to celebrate another day with you Do you remember when you were five? Did you think you'd hit twenty-two? So many crazy things we did And here we stand and we're looking so confused Here's another little Moonrise for you The day is done, another year starts anew It's your birthday, Shawn, a party to ensue Cut your hair, brush your teeth, put on your dancing shoes Did you thank your mom and your sister too? Who do you think came up with this party ruse? Did you think we'd ever stay so young? Another number to add, another life begun. Happy birthday Shawn, the party's never done Happy birthday Shawn, from every everyone
8.
Misanthrope 03:37
Follow me and fade into the sea I swallow belief – you need to believe But you can’t believe in me I want you to scream into the night I want to be right – you put up a fight You can’t mess around with me I’ll drain away all of your pain as I watch you bleed I’ll burn away all of your pride – you’re empty inside You cannot decide if what you see is real If what you feel is now – if what you need is me I’ll cut the ropes and pull the strings – the terrible things You cannot believe in what you need to dream I’ll peel away all of your faith – swallow all your needs I’ll melt away all of your life – you’re empty inside You cannot believe that what you see is real That what you feel is now – that what you need is me I am the Moon, the Sun and Stars, the Earth and Sea You’d better believe that what you need is me I am the dream, the cause and effect, the need to deflect The burning desire that what you fear is me
9.
you - you tell me something true
 and then you change your mind 
you don't know what to do 
you don't know how to lie 
it's something that you do
 to tell another side 
you hate the way you hide
 from too familiar eyes 

me - you tell me i'm all wrong
 you don't believe my lies 
no matter if they're true 
you don't suspect the lies 
will tell you something new
 or learn another life 
you hate the way i stare 
with too familiar eyes 

don't you tell me - can't you tell me 
what to do 
you can't hear me - you don't see me 
i'm the fool 
hit me where i can't defend you
 what a tool
 change my vision - break my reason
 don't dismiss me - don't forget me
 only you 

you

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The World is a scary and fascinating place. Complacent or on edge, we traverse the insanity daily. Much of this album is for Shawn Michael Walsh, who took me to some strange and terrifying places. I miss you, Dude. For Benjamin and Melissa. In memory of Shawn and Harlan Ellison.

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released June 30, 2018

Written and performed by Brad James Beske. Piano on Kick Me in the Head/Harmony Vocals on Misanthrope by Meghan Rose. Recorded at the Uranium Playpen.

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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