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when the wind is barely there

by Strange Talking Animals

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1.
Southern Sky 05:27
Why do I hate the Southern Sky? The clouds are turning black again The rain is getting mean again It’s time to find a way home Where do I find a little time? To change the pictures in my brain To stand up to this hurricane I need to find some time I need to try The stars have disappeared into the void The wind will change the face of the world How do I change my fate again? The water blocks my way ahead The power lines have all gone dead It’s time to find a new way home And so I find that the pictures of the dead Leave their traces flailing all around Their faces buried underground I need to understand I need to find some safer land I need to try The time to change has slipped away And now we face a darker day The stars have disappeared into the void This wind will change the fate of the world
2.
First Pass 04:59
Why do I, why do I need to take my time? How do I know if I can change your mind? Where do I go to make this first design? When do I change the rules to make it mine? Why do you need it too? That is not yours It’s not for you to realign or reassure Another road, another path for you to take Another day, another night, another break Why do I, why do I need to turn around? It’s over here, and over there and underground Just take a breath and take it slow then we’ll be gone Another day, another night, another dawn Not alive, it’s not alive, it’s not alive I promise you, it’s not alive, it’s just a tool Follow me and listen too, it’s just a tool A line of code, a slice of life, and secret rules Settle down, it’s not the time to move Now it’s time to go Pick it up, there are torches everywhere Why do I, why do I need to change my mind? How do I, how do I make my first design? Why do I, why do I need to turn around? Why am I, why am I deeper underground?
3.
Restore 05:41
And in between the mountains and the sea The wind is trying to shape the world The trees have learned to sing The heavens open up their doors as the rain begins to pour The window to eternity has has left me wanting to restore Falling backwards (I don’t wanna know the truth) (I don’t wanna hear the words) Waiting for the storm (I don’t wanna know about the world) Slowly changing (I don’t wanna live in fear) (I don’t wanna change my mind) Wanting to re-form (I don’t wanna hear about the girl) And in between the liars and the thieves The shadows hide beneath their words And the world is in-between The answers dance around the floor Changing sides for evermore The questions face mortality as they try to explore the truth Falling backwards (I don’t wanna know the truth) (I don’t wanna hear the words) Waiting for the storm (I don’t wanna know about the world) Slowly changing (I don’t wanna live in fear) (I don’t wanna change my mind) Wanting to re-form (I don’t wanna hear about the girl)
4.
Survivors 05:20
On one side, a color takes it’s turn Then another tries to make it burn The board is swept, and only two remain Should they face each other down, or roll the dice again Tension fills the room, you can cut it with a knife But no ones wants to move, or oversimplify The years begin to drag, and weigh the pieces down The forces that were moving them have left the battleground Do they understand it’s not about their lives? Are they more than enemies? Can they change their minds, and join the other side? Can they find a way to just survive? Are they more alike than either one could know? Or are they more afraid to be alone? Do they understand it’s not about their lives? Are they more than simple enemies? Can they see both sides having never had to move? Can they be both sides or none at all? On the other side, a piece begins to move The other color tries to show there’s nothing left to prove Both of them could lose, and both of them could die It doesn’t have to win to let them both survive
5.
The door is open - Don’t wash away in the flood The bodies pile up - Don’t wipe away the blood You don’t know how to live - Unless you’re killing time You don’t know how to give - Unless you’re taking mine There is a road, there is a light There is another time It’s not enough to disappear You can’t commit the crime You want to run, you want to hide You want to live and die Change your clothes and disappear Before the spire chimes There is a path that passes through A forest with no trees You take the high road in between The mountains and the sea You want to change, you want to win It isn’t in your cards The devils are beneath the road And so they take up arms And so it goes, the devils live inside And so you show your weaker side The door is closing - Find a way inside Your fear is giving way to all your empty pride You don’t know how to die - Unless you’re killing time You don’t know how to live - Unless you’re stealing mine
6.
Why should I run when I can lay my head on the ground? Where would I run if I had a choice? Now I can see that the road is still ahead of me Now I can hear that the waves are rushing after me Why would I save my last breath for you? Where could I go that hasn’t already changed? Why should I choose, as if I had a choice? Why should I save my last breath for you? And now I can take my last breath Now I can take my last breath And now I can take my last breath for me
7.
how do i take these steps? why do i call your name? when i look for you, you’re not around when i call for you, you don’t make a sound i can see you in my mind i can feel you in the sky why do i hear your voice when the wind is barely there? how can i save these memories when everything has changed? i can feel you in my mind i can hear you in the night who do i turn to now? who do i ask again and again? when i call for you, you’re not around when i’m quiet i can hear your sounds i can hear you in my mind i remember you in time those days have come and gone and i am left alone those days are gone and i am here why do i ask these questions? how do i find the answers? i can see the path right in front of me but i don’t know where to go i can see you in my mind i can feel you in the sky i can feel you in my mind i can hear you in the night i can hear you in my mind i remember you in time
8.
And down I fall into the void It’s not enough to be destroyed A simple lie undoes my truth A simple life that ends with you A broken time, a darker hue To change my mind, and clear my view The neon lights distilled in rain The sounds of night begin to change Begin to disappear And so it starts to disappear A simple life that ends with you I learn to fear, I learn to run I shed no tears, and now I’m done An alley way, a tattered dress A line of fire, a perfect mess Begin to disappear And so I find another way to you A flash of light and crack of bone A dirty fight inside my home A hint of fire, a whiff of smoke A lost desire, a final joke Begin to disappear And so it starts to disappear A simple life that ends with you And down we go into the void It’s not enough to be destroyed A simple lie that kills the truth And so it goes and goes A simple life that starts with me falls apart with me and you A frozen smile and fading eyes An empty street and vacant cries The neon lights begin to fade The sounds at night begin to change Begin to disappear And so it starts to disappear A simple life that ends with you
9.
This Sleeve 06:44
Into the fire - And under the bungalow A trip through the wires and an altar to overthrow A single desire - Spreading like vertigo I preach to the choir - And cross the line into Mexico Why should I wear this sleeve? I need to find a new belief I don’t understand I don’t understand anything Open the case - A secret to spread the word And time to displace something that I overheard A biker in space - or something else absurd Like winning the race only to come in third Malevolent - another place to begin A broken assent - and I take it on the chin A new element to clear the path from within A gift to prevent - a talkative harlequin Why should I wear this sleeve? I need to find a new belief I need to find some more relief And on the back of this turtle, I’ll find a way to leave Under the gaze of a sad and lonely god And into the maze - a humorless failing façade A cast set ablaze - and I find it odd The mysterious ways of a genuine fraud Under the gun - and over the Crescent Moon And isn’t it fun to waste a whole afternoon I won’t be outdone by the Sun or a bitter raccoon A true simpleton waits for the Harvest Moon

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A FAWM 50/90 2023 album. This is the second of four albums from this year's 50/90.

A lot has happened this year. The world is changing.

Journeys taken, connections made, family lost.

I still haven't wrapped my head around it all.


For Benjamin and Melissa.

In Loving Memory of Mom and Rigby.

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released October 28, 2023

all songs, lyrics and music by Brad James Beske
recorded at the uranium playpen, in the Dungeons

cover photo by Brad James Beske

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Strange Talking Animals Springfield Township, New Jersey

Born in raised in Madison, WI. Transplanted to Brooklyn, Jamaica, and finally Springfield. Versed in chamber pop and rock, psychedelic and prog, and expanding musical horizons to experience electronic and ambient musics and experiment with modular and chaotic synthesis.Overfed with science fiction and fantasy and actual science. And stay-at-home dadness. ... more

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